My oh my

There are times it feels like so many people struggle with things in their life. Here is where I am at the moment. I have struggled many different times. I have learned that each time I struggle God is sending another miracle my way. He is providing a way. I am reminded today of the song that tells me there is no mountain that he cannot move. I know this is true. I am reminded of someone that I have thought about often but never in the way that I thought I would fall for him. He was someone I could talk to someone who knew me inside and out. Now that we are older it is funny how things change and how many times I have wondered does he love me? I know that I could fall in love with him, and that used to scare me. It doesn't anymore because I have a peace about whatever happens is meant to be. I mean think about it do we really know who we'll end up with when we are 13? I mean we think we will be with someone forever, and than in an instant things change. In one moment we are laughing about the times when we were younger and the next I hear him say man I love you. I know that he meant it because his voice was so passionate. More passionate than I have ever heard him say. He said don't you get it you are all I need. I never thought I would fall for him, but fallen for him I have. I cannot tell my best friends because they would not understand and I cannot tell anyone because it would just not make sense.