Life as a Teacher

Well I have done it. I am teaching and although it's hard I am thankful for the gift that the Lord has given me. He has given me the things that I have asked for and I know that he will continue to guide and direct me. My mom and I had a good talk today and it was nice, because she told me that she has seen that I have grown. It is hard because I do not feel like it sometimes. The bible tells me to be content in the state of mind that I am in. I do believe that I am for the most part. It is hard because I see my friends getting married and I often find myself wondering Lord am I next. I have a mass number of kids and I know that I am the example to them everyday and I couldn't ask God for anything else. Except that one thing that every girl desires. I am ready to have a companion someone to walk by my side. I am ready to call someone my husband and come home to him every night. I am ready to walk through the doors and know that my companion will follow shortly after. I am ready to have dinner started when he walks through the door, or already prepared just waiting for him to come home.