Tuesday, June 7, 2011

So many feelings and so scared

Today has been a rough day. I have been through a lot today and I thought I knew what the lord wanted me to do. It all started out great, but the lord must have known right? I mean how can a good day turn sour in just one hour?

I feel like the whole world is closing in around me, and there is nothing anyone can do to cheer me up. Many times I have wondered how he possibly could love someone else over me, but the truth is clear to see. It means that I have to find someone new. He is in love and he tells me he finally got it right. He finally understands what true love is all about.

Once upon a time I was his dream I was the one that he wanted for the rest of his life. I am happy for them though.

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