Today I have been doing a lot of praying and fasting and I realized I was looking for all the wrong things when it came to you. I always thought that you were the only one for me, the way I felt had to be real because you made my heart jump and skip a beat every time you looked at me.
After seeking for months I heard the lord say he was preparing someone else for me. I thought it was you, but the lord told me his name starts with a N. I know he is out there and will come to me soon.
There were many times that I thought it could be you. I waited for months for you and where did that get me? No where you can see. No I didn't mind, but I was lost and lonely inside. Lost and lonely for the moment you and I would share. Lost inside for you to comfort me in my despair.
There are times I think maybe you are the one for me than you go and hurt me. Did you feel anything or was it all just a dream? Did you ever love me or was it just make believe?
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