Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Today


Today I sit here and wonder why I feel the way I do. Does it matter that I have feelings for you? So much has happened since that blissful night and I wonder will I ever fully let go. It seems like just yesterday that we had that talk. It seems like just yesterday when you told me you love me.

So close yet so far away. I seem to be happier when I think of you. I seem to know better and do better if I fight. It matters to me that I care for you, and it matters to me that for some reason I still love you.

Look at me and tell me what do you see? Do you really see forever or are you just playing me? Do you believe that we could be forever or is it all just a game? Our hearts joined together I pray everyday that you are the one. No more hurt and no more pain. I will wait for you. Or I will wait for the right one to come and the lord will help me get over you.

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