God is truly amazing. I feel so blessed to have the friends that I do and the people he has placed in my life. Everything I have gone through has gotten me that much closer to him. I am closer to spending the rest of my life with the one he is preparing for me. I found out today that even though I feel I am doing what God wants me to it is still hard sometimes to not have that person to walk by my side. I know he is out there and I know I will find him when the timing is right, but so many times its hard for me to put all the things that have happened aside.
School is keeping me busy and I keep my mind on that but I still find myself wondering about who he is preparing for me. Is it the one who I want it to be? Is it the one who my mom has seen for me? Visions are of god if they are meant to be and I want it to be right. With all my hopes and dreams it'll be worth the effort and time I have put in and I know that the lord will provide.
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