I feel so blessed

God is truly amazing. I feel so blessed to have the friends that I do and the people he has placed in my life. Everything I have gone through has gotten me that much closer to him. I am closer to spending the rest of my life with the one he is preparing for me. I found out today that even though I feel I am doing what God wants me to it is still hard sometimes to not have that person to walk by my side. I know he is out there and I know I will find him when the timing is right, but so many times its hard for me to put all the things that have happened aside.

School is keeping me busy and I keep my mind on that but I still find myself wondering about who he is preparing for me. Is it the one who I want it to be? Is it the one who my mom has seen for me? Visions are of god if they are meant to be and I want it to be right. With all my hopes and dreams it'll be worth the effort and time I have put in and I know that the lord will provide.

College Life

Even wonder why its so hard to sit and wait for money to come when you know that you have books to buy or programs to buy so you can do homework. I have been in classes for a week and U hate the process of what they now call snail mail. It really does take forever. Who would have ever thought that it would be quicker to send emails and become part of that generation. Now we can do everything online. I remember when everything came through the mail...

Now we even have a lot of classes online what happened to going and sitting in a classroom and listening to the professor talk and students taking notes and making their hands hurt from all the writing. Oh well I guess that is life now.