I have been living in Oklahoma for the past five months and I hate it. I have not worked in over a month and I am a little concerned about how I am going to pay the rent that is due in a couple weeks and pay the other bills that are due around the same time. I am being offered two jobs back in Tucson so I am heading back in the direction of Arizona as soon as I can. I even thought about letting them take my bed in order to pay for the rent money that I have because the bed itself is worth over $100. I know that I will be able to head back when the Lord says it's time but I want that to be right now so badly.